MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! :)

Hope all of you have a great day ahead, I had my fair share of a good day so far. Just got back from shopping in town, brought Aunt around 313. Bought two pairs of jeans of different cut and colour from GAP, omg a whopping 50% discount thanks to my Aunt's friend's daughter or smth like that :) But the jeans were really awesome hehe. Wanted an espirit top but it was $$$ and Mom said I should stop spending already HAHA. Wish to buy a dress was total fail cause couldn't find any nice ones ): My iPhone's acting up again, damn the applications can't open again. Some of them ): I don't know if I should reset it myself or wait till I ask from my cousin. I think I'll wait another day. Hate this problem, its VERY annoying. Going out to River Valley area (so totally reminds me of somebody) for dinner later, I'm looking forward :) Hope peedeedee doesn't haunt me on Christmas Day, cause dinner's at Tampopo. Stayed up till 1230am last night again, I realise I'm starting to stay up late nowadays which is bad maybe.

Saw from Jackie's lj this "school starts on 28th jan omgomgomg." Omg are you serious?! That's really fast okaye. It might seem like there's a few more weeks to results and all but I think its all going to be approaching real quickly which is scary! :/

Okay, have fun today everybody! Now I got a mission to accomplish, I'm gonna hack into someone's Livejournal account and post a very special Xmas post specially for himherhimher HAHA only. Be honoured okay :) Then I'm gonna get ready to go out again. Wheee love Christmas but it would've been better somehow if some things were changed. Okay bye love you all!

merry christmas everybody!!

not sure if i can post from my phone so im trying it out nowww!:)
Had food poisoning ytd so i couldnt go to church which i kinda regret cus midnightmass is my fav part of christmas!! Everyone's all glammed up, awweeessoommee!!

but i had good and caring company w me so it's all good.

Sian, i cant eat muchh): still makes me feel weird.

school starts on 28th jan omgomgomg.
V nervous about evrythg but cant wait to find out where i end up.
lots of drama about to ensue!!!! Whooooo!!!

bb everybody, merrrryyy xmassss again :)

MERRY CHRISTMAS!
this year has passed by so quickly that i can't imagine it's almost over. definitely a hectic year, but it was much fun too:) only left with around 3 weeks before results are out and school will be starting soon again! jc life sounds scary...

my parents finally bought me a piano today!:O it was really hard choosing a piano since i have no idea what makes a good piano...i'm gonna start my lessons real soon and i can't wait!

This is already on my tumblr but i'll post it here because i like it so much :)

Love: when everything just feels right when you’re in the person’s embrace. It’s after you’ve had a bad day and that person is the first person you want to talk to and when you have good news or are excited about something, that person is the first person you want to tell. It’s waking up and having that someone as the very first thought in the morning. And when you to go bed at night, he is the last thing on your mind. And when both of you are together, the time goes by too fast and you never want to go. Love is when no one else can hurt you more, but no one else can make you happier at the same time.
(I like this very much)

Its raining like crazy and the weather is so cold it totally reminds me of winter in Japan :) Most probably going to Japan during Chinese New Years next year. Its so scary how time passes by, seems like just awhile ago that O's were over. Now I'm starting to fret over results, which I found out few days ago that its coming out between 11th to 13th Jan. Freaking early, scary. Didn't want to wake up so early today but I had to because of work. Speaking of which, work has been good so far and fun :) The people in the office are so nice to talk to and all, yeah.

Christmas tomorrow!!! :) :) :) :( :) :) :)

Haven't been updating proper stuff a few days back, so here goes.
Friday: Went for Sec 4 Band Farewell and BBQ. Loads of fun, and games that got me dirty and all with flour stuck in my teeth. But it was really good seeing the juniors again after so long, and my wonderful batchmatesssssss!!! Went the usual gay mode with batchies and all. THE SECTION HOODIE FTW <3 I love stringbass forever and ever and ever :)

Monday: Work till ten plus then headed to Esplanade to return my books. Stayed in town to shop and find some stuff till afternoon and then went to drop by Isetan where Sharon was working! The chocolate pudding is nice, ty :) Bought a strawberry one home, trained back. Got some rest before going for work again at night, got home eleven plus.

Tuesday: Work then interesting lunch with aunts uncles and some customers haha. Left office at four, Orchard to collect vouchers at Tony Roma, home!

Yesterday was good, company dinner and Christmas party. Games were hilarious ttm, Roy (if that's his name) was damn funny during the dressing up! Great company yesterday too :) I want to watch Avatar man. Chipmunks this Sunday, can't wait. 2010 is approachingggggg!!!! I am still trying to picture my bro with the Cat High uniform, haahahahahaha 3 prelims in his Year Four poor poor poor thing. What a long post.

Today, it was me and shunnie's last minute gift shopping! The budget was suppose to be $20, no chocolates, sweets, food items( i think), cups, photoframes and piggybank... and lastly, the gift needs to be unisex! Town was soooooo pack!! everyone's taking pictures and carolling in the middle of the pedestrain way. We had to squeeze our way through the many many people but somehow, i'm starting to enjoy it! The atmosphere of this season is here, right now. Bright colourful lights, christmas decors, christmas trees, the crowd, the songs... everything is just slowly falling into place.One of my favourite festive! Tmr's going to get better. we're heading to jb with his friends and am going to get caught in the terrible jam at woodlands checkpoint! Yay! have a great christmas everyone :)

Everytime I try to convince myself that I'm thinking too much, reality and everything else proves otherwise. Even so, I can't ask you about it because it would seem weird and maybe even stupid.

But then again, I'm supposed to have faith.

Jackie I love your Lj post about farewell. Love ya batchie loads :)

Edit-
Was that truly from the heart or a mere joke? I don't know. All I know is unknowingly I started crying because of that one sentence. Overused, but now it truly hurts.

Last night, me and my boyf had cravings for l4d in the middle of the night. Later he had cravings for punggol nasi lemak. He finished all my m&ms with peanuts.. and later ate two blocks of my kitkat.. and nearly empited my pringles. he's such a monster seriously! such a skinny guy like him with a hugeee appetite, i swear he's got worms in his stomach. I want one too!!! &&& today, i started off my day by tripping at the drain and landing on my ass at the road side :( I was like looking at the pictures on my camera and telling my bf abt something and i fell -.- Now i've got a semi twisted ankle and my boyf can still laugh. Asshole! 4.45am now, i cant sleep! everyone's too busy for me now................... :( i shall watch tv. good night bunnys! side note, THREE DAYS TO CHRISTMAS!! FEEL THE JOY! okay, now good night for real :D

One year ago, I left for Japan on the same day and came back on Jan. I was using the same lounge as well, except different terminals and the huge mac, read my archive on 21st last year. I am amused. Macs are really nice to use, so clean looking. 

I'm going to have to board soon. 

Away from 21 - 30 December.

I'm going to japan again, yes again. I can still receive messages but every text is 72c so unless it's really important then I'll reply you. Merry Christmas in advance and see ya folks soon!! I can't wait to be back. Book me for Jan :)

Contemplating if I should buy this Kikstyo tee that is $80 (!!!). Nevermind save up for BAPE I finally went to the store today hohoho.

Sooo we had Sec4 Farewell BBQ with TKGSSB on Friday! :(

Played Gamessss which got me dirtier than i expected!! HAHA but everything was fun, If We Hold On Together was as beautifully arranged as ever and YES RACHEL WE COULD HEAR YOU SINGING :)

Our batch actually asked for an encore! And being the world's most awesome juniors, they restarted and did it again and it was fffunnn!!

Lishan and Jolene's speech was extremely awesome :) And the video is just...HAHA. Okay, it's fantastic! Our juniors will take after us in the creativity department i hope, or even do better!! <3



NGEE PING

Although you look dark and small in that pic, youre larger than life and you always brighten my day!!!!!!!!!

Thank you for these past years of friendship,
From threatening to show everyone your Grad night photo from when we were in KCP, to locking our sweaty hands together in nervous anticipation of SYF results.
From hiding in Holiday Paradise and tormenting our seniors, to smiling and watching our own juniors mature and play better and better everyday.
From punching each other's boobs and making ugly faces during combine, to always being there to wipe my tears away.

I'll remember the times you watched a horror movie and then (over)enthusiastically shared the gory details with us during sectionals, scaring me shitless in the process. :)
I'll miss high fiving you the cool way we do when we totally nail a piece. :)

Being batchmates with you has been something i'll never forget!! :)
I wish you alllll the besttt in MJ, do me proud okay! 
I know you'll miss having me as your awesome sectionmate ;)
Love you SO VERY MUCHHH okay! <3 
&& Thanks for encouraging me to join band. I would never have gone for the auditions if you hadnt persuaded me to on CCA Day. Serious. Thank you SO much for pushing me (:




QISHAN

Seee, i didnt upload the saggy pic like i promised i wouldnt :)

Like ping, you've always been there supporting me!! 

We've all had our ups and downs as a batch, but somehow we make it through!!
Thanks for always listening to me! About stuff like

Bras, boys and biscuits.
Hair, happiness and horror.
Music, makeup and masculinity.

A lot of that sounds crappy, but you know what i mean! SSS!! <3
The three of us went through the most trying years of our teenage life together and i'm glad you were there to share the experience with me.
We balance each other totally!! :D
You've had so much boydrama over the years, i hope you've found your happiness at last :) If he doesnt treat you right, imma kick his ass!!!!

Love you lotssss, killass. <3



JOLENE and LI SHAN
The world's most awesome juniors!!!!!!!

Jolene, I'm really glad you joined band :) 

Although at first you were quiet, you've BLOSSOMED into an amazingly considerate and responsible person who i'm lucky to know.

THANK YOU, for always being so enthusiastic about section birthdays and everything yeah!
Thank youuuu for putting your best efforts into everything you do too :)
Your room is awesome btw!!
Jolene Tan Zi Ling, you purple girl, stay strong okay! Life isnt gonna get any easier, but i know you can do it! I believe in you i really do! :)

Li Shan, you too, i'm veryvery happy you joined band...AND ended up in our section :D
Thanks for accompanying Jolene :) You two are such an explosive pair i think yall can get married HAHAHA Kiddddingggg. Barbaro LUVS you! 

THANK YOU for being so receptive to our advice, it's your own attitude that allowed you and Jolene to become such excellent players in the short time we've had tgt. two/three years sounds long but it's never enough :(
I have faith that you and jolene will be able to work very well together and bring the section to greater heights!

MISS YEOH/Ahchoolettaaa, continue to be an enthusiastic stringbassist!!! And for the record, yes i've enjoyed standing beside you during combine too :)

ALL THE BEST to the two of you for O's next year,
COME TO TJ...or whatever JC i end up in! :D HEHEHE. Or go MJ! Ngeeping's there :) Or RJ!!! Im sure qishan will make it there ;)

Wishing you both the same harmony and love i shared with my batchmates, that you all will be able to work together peacefully and maintain the awesome stringbass legacy (:

When you need a listening ear or you need a shoulder to lean/cry on, you can call me!!!  Or qishan or ngeeping! :) We're always here for you, if not physically then in spirit.

You wont believe how much i'm going to miss you two, and the other juniors too. It's rare to have juniors like you guys, who take our advice without argument, who are enthusiastic about playing, who dont hate us or something ;) You all are SO precious and it means a lot to me that we've gone on this longggg journey together.



TAJPREET

Hello Taj!!!!!

I sincerely hope youve enjoyed your time spent with my batchiez and i in tkgssb even though yes it's been rather short ): BUT!! As part of the next leading batch for SYF, your band journey is farrrrr from over.
Hope we'll get GWH again!!! But no pressure yeah :)
Do your best and you'll do me proud!!

Thanks for tolerating all our nonsense!!! I know we seem rather childish and stuff, but you gotta admit it's AWESOMEEEEE.

Take careeee and work hard, BUT PLAY HARDER :DDDD I know you can do it :)

Love you!!! <333




JESSICA

Hi Cheng! Your superb height is such a benefit to you cus...IT LANDED YOU IN OUR SECTION :)
Lucky you! HAHA.
Welll, you too will be in the leading batch for the next SYF, and i wish you and tajpreet all the best yeah :)

Honggi right??? the guy you like?!? HAHA. Is it the fella who has the same birthday as me or something???

Well whatever it is, i hope you'll find equal happiness w a SINGAPOREAN guy ;) If not, then may you one day meet the guy of your dreams in Korea, Cambodia, wherever :)

Continue working hard, and putting in your best efforts in whatever you do!  I totally have faith in you and taj when yall take over leading the section next time :)

Love you!!! <333  

YAU TING

Hellloooo my fellow KCPian!!! :) IJ GIRLS KICK ASS.

I hope you've been able to adapt to playing the double bass from violin, i know it's not easy.

Youve still got a lot more time w TKGSSB, continue to work real hard okay! Hard work always pays off.

Next year, you will have juniors and things will change cus youre gonna have streaming, and jolene and lishan will be leaving yall..

My sec2 Year in band was the most painful because a LOT changed.
So.. i hope that you and Rachel will stick together through thick and thin. DONT GIVE UP :) okay??? :)

Love you!!!<333



RACHEL

Helloooo Rachel!!! Youre super funnnyy! :)

Thanks for lending the section your house to film our farewell video, and i know you said you were distracted during your speech cus they were playing Guitar Hero, but your enthusiasm still made your speech awesome :)

Continue being so upbeat!  And bringing life to sectionals :)
You and Yau Ting have a longggg road in tkgs together and through it all i hope you two will stand by each other.

That's literal because i guess you all will be standing up tgt onstage ;P

Work hard yeah!!! You all are doing real well already but you know we're never perfect :)
Dont give up in whatever you do!! :)

Love you!! <333


SOOOO, TO ALL MY JUNIORS:
Hello babiezz,

I AM REALLY GONNA MISS YOU GUYS, the most perfect, most awesome juniors i could ask for.
Thanks for bringing joy to sectionals and to my band life :)

You guys have taught me stuff too,
like how to teach you all, how to make you feel okay when youre down,
how to calm you down when youre nervous,
how to care for people i love :)

Treasure each other's company, esp.your batchmates!!
Cus these are sectionmates who really WILL stand by you through it all...very literally.
Take each moment youre up on stage together seriously, make the most of your life in band.

Trust me, you couldnt ask for a lovelier section :)

BTW, IM SO GOING FOR YOUR CONCERT NEXT YEAR SO PUT ON A GOOD SHOW FOR US ALRIGHTY!!!!!!

The memories i have of the band and of all of you i promise i will keep forever :)

NBC, CCA Promos, Band Fiesta, SYF, Pres Night....So many things we've gone thru tgt.
For the younger juniors, we may not have done some of these together, but your time is coming FAST :)
I hope youre excited and i hope youre ready!

Sooo...just know that we love you guys A LOT, and that we're grateful for every second we've spent with you, every up and down we've gone over together.

If youre down or stressed and you wanna talk to someone,
or if you just want to cry cry and cry somemore,
know that youre never alone :)

NgeePing, Qishan and I love you more than you'll ever know.
We hope youve enjoyed your time with us too!!!
i sound like we're nvr gonna see yall again, but you know i'll so come back to visit!!!
No matter what, we'll always be here for you.



We're probably the largest stringbass section ever.... AND I LOVE IT.



STRINGBASS FOREVER <3

All of a sudden I'm feeling very depressed and upset. Idk who and what it is exactly over and why like that. I just know the feeling sucks ttm and I hate it man. I feel empty like crazy having not texted my regular, manfriend (haha, I got this from watching hbo last night, the movie title YOU teased me over) for a week straight already and counting. It's just really empty that you aren't here. To top things off, I actually slept at 12 last night which is a very rare feat considering it's me. But now my head is hurting. Sharon tay I haven't seen you in a billion years! I just read your post, working at isetan right! I'll be in town for awhile tmrw, and if I remember I will drop by to say hi okay i miss you loads :)

There is work tomorrow night.. And I suddenly got the miss you like crazy mode in me. It is a silent killer like peedeedee. But thankfully looking at the pictures in my inbox makes me feel a lot better.

Enjoy Vegas!

I shall blog about happy things of the rest of the week!

Thursday: L4D2 at Simpang till Dee, she's back. We wanted to play with 5pm, but Dee saw the clock wrongly it was only 3pm so we left early. Hopefully we can play again once she gets more money, enough for her to buy clothes and play LAN. I also had no mood because I found out more crap about the award thing. In the end we snacked at Popeyes heh and looked for a PSP charger. I bought a USB to normal two pin adaptor at $9.90, super good deal, go find that if your normal charger is spoilt! Camwhored heh.

Friday: Out with Bella to search for raglan tees. In the end, we didn't find anything suitable! Went from Bugis to Somerset to Orchard. Walked until we were super tired. Thanks for ze rock and christmas cookies :>

Saturday: Supposed to wake up by 8 to go play L4D2 again but when I got home I was feeling super tired so I continued sleeping, lest I have no energy for work later on. Woke up late again zzz and rushed to 313 for Uniqlo sale in the end no need to rush because they weren't a lot of people. Plus there were like 20 boxes of jeans. Anyhow, I got dark gray and light gray jeans at $20 each :D Queued up for BAPE store, but had to leave the queue prematurely because had to go off for show at OG, so I haven't been inside yet. I think I will pay a visit next year on a weekday. Christmas dinner, look at this year's cheesecake. Honestly, look nice, but not very tasty.

Stupid I am more vexed now because I'm chased to pack this pack that when I have leave for work like right now. Keep getting scolded. I'm gonna save up money so I can live on my own asap. Nevermind, once I go out I'll be fine and when I come home Baby should be back in sg already :)

www.guppies.tumblr.com!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BYE p.s FOUR SEASONS CALLED ME BACKKKKK! THEY CONFUSED ME WITH SOMEONE ELSE YESTERDAY SO THEY TOLD ME I WASNT SHORTLISTED SO I WAS SAD FOR NTH! YAY SO HAPPY NOW

17 DEC 2009 SWEET SIXTEEEN!!!!

Thats an overly used phrase that is TOTALLY APPLICABLE for me!!:) Because my sixteenth birthday wasnt a hardcore party, but it made me feel super loveddd and hence is TOTALLY DIABETIC!!!

On daddy's bday i was at band camp! HAHA. Went for piano and then came home for dinner w the family, after which i headed to Jolene's house to sleepover w her and ngeeping!

(HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!)

We played Disney Monopoly and then they tried to force me to stop messaging and go to bed at around midnight, and before i knew it, Jolene's parents had a cake outside!! With AWESOME mango jelly!!! :) Ate it up, sooo grateful :) And went back to her room where i got more pleasant surprises online!

The wonders of modern technology :) They wished me via webcam, very brave of them cus it was late and their parents were up and about and not so happy :P Played Truth or Dare and then.... well around 2AM i thought we'd already agreed to go to sleep or something? Anyway, apparently i fell asleep first. HAHA i really thought we were all getting ready to sleep!!! OH AND THANK YOU JUNIORZ FOR MAOBAROXXX :) And the pink glassssesss!

Yup then next day we were off to school for TK BAND CAMP DAY 2 Which was AWESOME CUS WE TOTALLY PWNED EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Stringbass+Hornz FTW. <3

Rushed home for Bday Dinner @ Orchard w THE OGRESSSS Sorry Oggiez my cam isnt working so i gotta wait for my dad to get home tonight to upload pics okay :) Anyway this is incredibly boring for a sweet sixteenth post i knowww, but pictures later!! When i got home from dinner my family and i cut cake at home! :D

Yummyy cookies and cream, And Adrian got me a present :OOOOO I didnt expect it! But even though the face freaks me out hehehehe I LOVE IT! :)))) My brother is awesome! Okay! So that was my birthday! Today got sec4 farewell ):::::::

HOPE MY TEAR GLANDS ARE ZIPPED SHUT.

So, THANK YOU to everyone who wished me on my birthday! Before, after, whatever, thank you!! :D

I feel sixteen today. And i hope i'm more mature now!!!! Cus i think i learnt a lot of non band related important stuff from Fiesta w TJ Band. Soooo i shall apply what i've learnt next time when we start new lives in new schools :)

Aww look how philosophical i've become. OKAY CIAO EVERYBODY HAVE A NICE DAY:D